The mental games have begun....I find myself always thinking of bad/yummy foods and cheating on my diet! During my last visits to Target and the grocery store I have found myself standing in the candy or cookie aisles just staring at everything, thinking to myself, "what can I get that's not TOO bad" or "what can I get for Ava". As if she's even asked me for anything, which she has not!
When I "snap to" I walk away shaking my head in disgust, anger, and most of all relief that I was strong enough to resist the urges and be steadfast in my fight for this "dream" of mine! I will overcome, I am strong not only on the outside but on the inside as well!!!! Come on August 25th...CHEAT DAY! LOL
XOXO, Bling