Thursday, August 22, 2013

Final prep and CARBS!!!

Had my final workout last night.  I am now on cruise control until the show.

Today is 2 days out from show time...I'm allowed a carb with ALL my meals and it's the best day everrrrrrrrr!!!!  I'm sure Sunday will top it tho (CHEAT DAY), WHOOP!

Got my hair done today...Keratin Treatments rock!
 
XOXO, Bling
 
 

Monday, August 19, 2013

ABSolutely amazeballzzzz!!!!

OMG....my abs!  I cannot believe the changes I am seeing in my body these last couple of weeks.  It's frikken crazy.  This pic was taken yesterday..at 6 days out.  5 more to go!!!  I'm so very excited to hit the stage and even more giddy to get my CHEAT FOODS!!!!  LOL


Also playing with makeup today and the next few days to get my stage up perfected!  I kinda feel like I have peacock feathers hanging off my lashes with these falsies on, LMFAO.  But my lil sis, who is a makeup guru, says they are great for stage cuz they can be seen from far away! :)

XOXO, Bling

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Everyday is leg day!

UGH!  Seriously everytime I see my trainer it's leg day!  LOL


It's my weak area, so we're working on it as hard as we can before hitting that stage.  The changes are unreal...can't wait to see what I'll look like say 6 months from now!  I know I can't be perfect for this first show and it's taken me a little while to come to terms with it.  I now realize I've only been training for 3.5 months and I can't expect miracles (although I've made some amazing changes/gains).  My trainer has told me to use this first show as a "learning/growing experience".  And she's right!  It's a smaller local show where I can learn the ropes and work on perfecting my game. I'm just hoping to overcome that fear of walking around in front of people in a bikini (I've always hated my ass/thigh area), and I hope to at least place in the top 5...if there are even that many contestants...LOL!  We're gonna work HARD these next 3 months to try and get me in contender shape for a National Qualifier in November!

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Less than two weeks til show time!

So many mixed emotions right now.  Excitement, a bit antsy about stepping on stage in such a teeeeny weeeeeny bikini, some guilt over the cost of this lil adventure of mine.  My husband keeps reassuring me that it's fine (he's the one that talked me into doing this with him).  So I suppose if he's ok with it I should be ok with it too :)  He's such an amazing support system for me.  I don't know what I'd do without him on this journey with me.

Pic update: 1.5 weeks to go!



Saturday, August 10, 2013

Teeny Weeny Bikini

So I picked up my bikini on Friday!  OMG is it small but, badass!!!  Sorry no pics of the suit or me in it til SHOW DAY, which is in 2 weeks by the way. I also picked up all my jewelry...
Eeeeeeeeek, I'm so excited.

I had a break from no carbs for a day and a half, YAY!  But am now back on no carbs til at least Wednesday when I get another body evaluation, BOO :( 


We had a game this weekend....WE WON!  212-128
In my warm up suit from my derby wife!!!  LOVE IT
XOXO, Bling

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Feelin a bit CRAY CRAY

Entering day 6 of eating only oats as my carb of the day...followed by 4 meals of fish/veg...finishing off with a final meal of only protein. I think I am literally LOSING MY EVER LOVING MIND! I am constantly thinking of my CHEAT DAY, Aug 25th!!!

My weight is  down to 111.2 as of today from 128 when I started training for this but, I'm still not happy with my ass/back of thigh area...it's still jiggly/cellulite-ish. I'm so worried it won't be gone for show day!  I really don't want to let my training team down. We're working legs twice a week now...and I'm hitting hammies on my own as well a couple of times a week.

I DO NOT want to be THAT GIRL on the stage that everyone says, OH MY GOD, SHE SHOULD NOT BE UP THERE. How embarassing is that?!! I honestly feel a bit like I'm not in control of anything anymore.

So back to my CHEAT DAY....LOL! I have too many options...I just don't know what to do!!! I definitely want a YUMMY breakfast of either French Toast with powdered sugar and maybe pecans/caramel or maybe a strawberry and cream cheese filled kind :)


For regular food I'd love to hit Mellow Mushroom for some derrishous Kozmic Karma pizza!



But I also want to have a Ron Burgundy burger with OMG cheese fries from Grease Burger!!


Sushi sounds amazing as well..maybe a Sex on The Moon roll!!




For DESSERT...I'm dreaming of Chocolate Thunder from Down Under from Outback Steakhouse!




Or a warm carrot cake from J. Alexander's (which also has an amazing burger),



Maybe a chocolate chip cookie sandwich made at Sloan's Ice Cream Shop...



And I just saw a Baskin Robbin's commercial for their flavor of the month which has honey roasted nuts, salted caramel, and oreos in vanilla ice cream! WTF?! SERIOUSLY



 I can get most of these things in my BACKYARD as I live in a condo inside an area called CityPlace. Basically it's the downtown hub of Palm Beach County and houses all kinds of bars/restaurants and shopping!!!!



WHAT AM I GONNA DOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Then only to start back over on Monday following my show to prepare for another that will be 5 weeks out!! I AM A GLUTTON FOR PUNISHMENT!

XOXOXO, CRAZED DERRANGED & HAAAAANGRY Vicky/Sh0ewh0re7/Bling

Monday, August 5, 2013

Hey fishy fishaaaaaaay!!!!!

OMG I think I'm growing gills!!!  3 weeks out and eating fish like I'm a shark in the seas.  UGH

Got my hair color done for the show!  Next will be a Keratin treatment so it's smooth, shiny and straight!
 
 
Down to 113...these are my "tight" jeggings!  Guess all that fish is doing the trick ;) 


 
Can't wait til Friday....I go try on my suit for final alterations!!  Yay
 
Oh and I got some awesome new kicks!  So badass!!!

 
 
XOXO, Bling